insomnia

pikiranku melayang, entah kemana. memikirkan hidup. semua menumpuk dalam kepalaku. beberapa lagu bertempo lambat sengaja ku putar agar bisa menuntunku tidur, ternyata tidak dapat membantu. beberapa lirik ataupun potongan melodinya justru membawa ku ke masa lalu, ku.semakin tdk bisa tidur.. ku rindu kalian..
aku rindu rumahku, sangat rindu.. ku tidak mau sendiri, ku takut sendiri..

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It's hard to describe who i am,coz i dnt knw who i am, am i out of my mind? I dnt think so..all i knw is i dnt know who i am,like i did this morning,i saw a man was standing inside it,i thought i knw him,but when i tried to see him closely,i ddn't know him.. Oh god..wht's wrong with my self.. How can i be like this.. I'm growing and getting older but it leads me recognize my self hardly.. I dont want to stand in this hopelessness..coz i still love my self..

Lg jaga warung

Sore2 gini ..ak temani kakakku jaga warung. Aku belum mandi,masih jorok, kucel, kumal..